It's a Saturday night and I am sitting here with 4 whinny kids...
Spent the day at the Wild Zone watching the kids go on rides and play games..
Went to Pizza Hut for dinner and now my heart hurts...That damn butter garlic dip clogs the arteries... Finished the evening watching a movie that the kids won just shut the fuck up and watch... Went to BLockbuster to pick one out... Got sick of walking in circles so I just picked one out for them and had the pleasure of listening to them cry and complain that they didn't want to see that one... Made the mistake of stopping at the grocery store to pick up some mush melon.. Taking that many kids to the grocery store isn't a good idea... Anyway I'm gonna sit in my bedroom now a have a stiff drink and watch the tele... Good fucking NIGHT!

MOM!!! If she doesn't give me the bike I'm going to push her off!!!

OOOOOOOOOOOOO It's magic!

Bradlee and I hanging out this summer...

I look back on a time in my life... A time that was good.. Or a time that wasn't so great.. And I can smell and almost taste that moment In time?.. I've always felt this way but it seems stronger tonight... Thinking about when I moved from a horrible relationship.. And started over once again.. The friends I made and the times I had.. Those memories are still so fresh in my head.. I miss those smells..And when I think of them... A feeling of hurt comes over me to think that they are gone now...


I am going to miss you Terri... Even if I didn't see you that often... Just to know I can't come see you when ever I want to pisses me off!!! HAHAHAHA



A Perfect Circle
3 libra's

Threw you the obvious
And you flew with it on your back
A name in your recollection
Down among a million, say:
Difficult enough to feel a little bit
Disappointed, passed over.
When I've looked right through,
To see you naked and oblivious
and you don't see me

Well I threw you the obvious,
Just to see if there's more behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel,
Eyes of a tragedy.

Here I am expecting just a little bit
Too much from the wounded
But I see,
See through it all,
See through,
And see you.

So I threw you the obvious
Do you see what occurs behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy

Well, oh well..

Apparently nothing.
Apparently nothing at all.

You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me at al