I never want to become a mindless boring person..
I want to be entertaining and have something to say that means more to someone then just me.

I think I'm going to take a break... I will come and bug you all when I am back...!
Have a day!

Whatever?

God.. It seems the older you get the more fucking boring your life gets..
You would never know it .. But I am one of the most fucking boring people you will ever meet.. But some of the things that have happened to me are horrible..

In the sixth grade I was invited to a birthday party. When I got there a bunch of kids were looking threw the curtains at me but no one was coming to the door to answer it. I can remember standing there mortified.. Watching them laugh.. Not opening the door.. It was a long walk home that day.. It was raining.. And I was embarrassed to tell my mom what happened..

Also...HA! In the sixth grade I slept at my Katies house for the weekend.. I wasn't feeling too well that night, I had the worst stomach ache.. I think I was getting the flu.. So I passed out early one her moms couch in the basement.. I woke up at about six in the morning to find that I had shit all over myself and the couch.. In a panic I ran to the bath room disposing of my underwear and doing my best to clean up the remaining mess on my pants.. I cleaned the couch the best I could.. But I had to end up turning the couch pillow over the hide the evidence atlest until I left..
Katie called me but never mentioned to me about what had happened.. She ended up telling me that she knew the next time I came to stay at her house.. She had felt bad about it and didn't want to tell me she knew..

When I was in grade four and five I lived below to boys named Andy and Aaron.. acrossed the street lived another boy..I cant remember his name but we played all the time.. One day we were playing when Aaron said something about my boobs.. I was only 10 years old so I was so embarrassed! I told the boys that they had never my boobs.. It turned out that they had been watching me get dressed for months without me knowing.. And they just laughed about it.. My mom put up curtains right after I told her..

Oh and there is plenty more of those stories but it is way too late to be reminiscing on them right now.. I am off to bed.. Sweet dreams everyone..

For the last few days I've been thinking about my old girlfriend Terri. Terri and I have had some pretty good times. I can remember when we were younger and we would tape ourselves singing Pearl Jam and saying stupid stuff. Then terra started having trouble at home. It seems her mothers boyfriend was sexually molesting her and she decided to move to Hamilton with her father. I hadn't seen her for months when she showed up at my door telling me of her wonderful life in Hamilton with her friends from The House. I wanted to go so bad. I mean she was growing up so fast and when I met her she was just a little kid who knew nothing. I taught her how to put in a tampon. I can remember her calling me to ask if she could pee with it in.
And here I was stuck in this small town while she was out experiencing life without me.